As ugly as it may sound, I’m really in the mood to mellow the fuck out and smoke until my eyes bleed because I need a break.
Safe to say I’m disliked by everyone and I have no friends because I have a shitty attitude, and I’m a horrible person as a whole. Or I’m just not good enough. I’ll go with both.
I’m not gonna bother. That really pissed me off. I’ll just ignore it..
I deserve this. As much as I’m in denial about it, I know I deserve every part of this…
Great.
It’s already starting to happen, and I know it’s going to be worse in the coming days..
What will always have me wondering how it works, is how I do something bad, and I know something bad is going to happen, and once that something bad does happen, I think to myself “did that happen because of what I did or was that going to happen regardless?” I hate that so much..
(Source: misunderstooddreamer3)
Wish me luck.
Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry. Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough, I don’t know why. Keep making me laugh, let’s go get high. The road is long, we carry on, try to have fun in the meantime.
